i know i don’t need to justify anything to anyone but my excessive posting/selfies have a lot to do with the weird swing state i’m in with my life right now. I’ve got to sign an agreement (or decline) on this apartment by the end of the week. I’m worried about a bunch of lingering health issues. The apartment is allergy city and I have terrible reactions to most airborne allergens. It’s really a good deal though and the landlord is cool. It’s just an entirely different lifestyle to living at home. I’m going to be broke. My computer is destroyed so I can’t work on music. This is basically the “do or do without” phase of my life where I go for broke and either totally fuck up my life or end up doing something amazing and it is terrifying.